every cloud has a silver lining

In my effort not to be overtly pessimistic today,hence, the title above.

Yesterday was raya qurban..i was suppose to be happy..but deep inside my psyche,i knew i wasn't.

I found out two things that bothers me immensely even till now..

first,the fact that someone i know lost his virginity..which exasperates me to the extent that i firmly am starting to predicate the fact that there might not be any virgin teenagers out there(not married of course).

The ratio must be somewhere between 1:10 and it scares me to even think such sinful acts that resonate to such outrageous number =(

I guess eventually i have to start accepting horrible truths alluding to my surrounding that might inevitably tarnish my views on life.

Apart from that, i found out that one of my bestest friend had a miscarriage =(

i was overwhelmed and crestfallen that she did not expose the truth to me when it actually happened but at the same time,im thankful she's OK =)

Alhamdulillah...

maybe she wasn't ready,and Alllah knows best..

It's a doleful event and i hope that i was there to console her but i guess it was just meant to happen =(

even so...i hope she knows that I love her,immensely,and i truly deeply hope that i would have been with her through it all...

and to u dear...

ergo, every cloud has a silver lining

=)

Allah knows best.